iExcited.

Lots of news.

Oh yes, there is LOTS of news.

+First....

my hair is chopped off...

+Second.....

I just got a Macbook.

It is really really different from my other computers.

It is a lot more complicated, and confusing.

But so far I am completely in love with it.

+Third....

I just officially found a legit buyer for my car

He will be bringing the money tomorrow,

and will be taking the car then too.

+Fourth....

Because the Third event happened

I will be getting my 2000 GMC Jimmy hopefully later on this week.

So all in all... all my news is GOOD news.

=D

The black sheep.

So it's very obvious that I stand out much much
more than my other siblings in my family.

I'm the odd ball.
The art freak.
The Rebel?

Tattoo's and Piercings are my thing.
My sister has her ears pierced and a tattoo on her ankle.
My brothers have maybe one in their ear.

Then there is me...
Little miss 11 piercings and TWO tattoos.

*Yes my tattoo number has officially increased by ONE.*

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hardCore.

Okay so I havn't posted anything in FOREVER.

Been up to quite alot the past few weeks.

+been working my ass off.

+been shopping

+been spending time with people [really rare thing I never do!]

+actually working on loseing this stupid weight

+painting and drawing more

+been swiming, more this summer than any in the last 5 years.

so yeah. My life has been crazy busy as of late.

But....

I'm hopeing to use some of my graduation money to invest in a new laptop...

well actually I want a macbook...

mom however dosn't have a clue about comeputers

and cant seem to comprehend why I would want such

an overly expensive laptop.

anywho...

Not a whole lot on my mind...

good news is I FINALLY got a new phone and am able to send and recive picture texts now. :]

Woot for that!

=D

Some of my Favorites.

I felt like I should get to sharing some of

my art work that I have done.

Here are a few of my more Favorite pieces.

Out of all the work I have done, this last painting turned out to be my favorite. It is the most like my own style and personality and turned out to be the most fun to work on.

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The "it" word.

So nearly everyone has heard about the
lady gaga "really a man" contreversy....
well, now those who havn't heard of her.
La Roux.

Is now a target of the same accusation

I was watching La Roux's video "Bulletproof"
and reading comments underneath video and i came across.

"To thoses arguing if she is a boy or girl: Actually she technically is a he. She is openly androgynous (exhibiting both female and male sex organs but with a predominantly female appearance). "

Ok, honestly...
DOES IT MATTER?
If they are a good singer, should it really matter what genitalia they have between their legs.
I am so sick of hearing people freak out,
then start to "HATE" that singer/actor/anything because they hear a little rumor.
It really shouldnt matter at all.
Let everyone be who they are.

Also I suggest you listen to La Roux.

The music is fantastic.

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Three Days [save me]?

I wish you never told meI wish I never knew. I wake up screaming. It’s all because of you
[Scared- Three Days Grace]

Not sure why, but the last few days I have been on a strange
Three Days Grace kick...
I just seem to be craving them lately.
Everytime I have plugged my ipod into my car, or my ihome, or even my headphones...
It's Three Days Grace.

What if I walked without you? What if I ran without you? What if I stand without you? I could not go on. What if I lived without you? What if I loved without you? What if I died without you? I could not go on. You left my side tonight and I, I just don't feel right. But I, I can't let you out of sight. Without you I'm no one, I'm nothing at all
[Without You- Three Days Grace]

I think alot of it has to do with how I have been thinking and feeling lately.
The past few days have been kinda, hard to take.
Nothing new, nothing different...
Just happens to be hard... Hard to stop thinking about him...
*i'm going to kick myself for posting this later....*
I can't stop thinking about him... and how much I miss him.
I know I shouldn't, I have tried hanging out with other people.
I have tried to hate him, I can't bring myself to do it.
It didn't work when I tried to hate him the first time 4 years ago...
and its not working now...

I want so bad to say "I wish that I hadn't wasted so much time on him..."
But I cant say it.
I wish I had wasted more...
I miss him, and no matter how many days go by.
I miss him just as much, if not more than the day before.

Why is it so hard to find someoneWho cares about you?When it's easy enough to find someoneWho looks down on youWhy is it so hard to find someoneWho can keep it together when you've come undone?Why is it so hard to find someoneWho cares about you?

[Someone Who Cares About You- Three Days Grace]

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this is my stop.

"Today it's brains, tomarrow it's pierced tongues.

The day after that it's pierced brains." - Jane Lane (daria)

So graduation parties... are a great way to get cash.
Maybe that makes me greedy, or selfish.
OH WELL.
I just made mad cash last weekend and it was fantastic.

My tattoo fund box is getting close to $50, or is already at that...
I might just use some of my graduation money...
I'm sick of waiting, i'm craveing some ink and pain.

Also...
My aunt got me the entire series of Daria on DVD.
I love it.
Daria, is so twisted and sarcastic it just makes me giggle and smile.
Deffinantly worth looking into.

Not much else... too tired to think of anything else to say.
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