hit me please.

Went to another concert last night.

By far the most hardcore one i've gone to yet.

=]

the music was lovely.

the bands were epic.

however the atmosphere was irritating.

Namely because of recent events involving a boy...

and a boy being in my face with his new girlfriend.

UGH.

but....

+ These Hearts (three times seen now =])

+ For Today

+ Silverstein

+ The Devil Wears Prada

Epic epic set.

=D

Nuff said.

Feel the beat.

So it is decided that my favorite feeling in the whole world

(after the burn and pain of tattoos of course)

Is that vibration in your chest from the intense

volume of music at concerts.

I have added another 4 bands to my ever growing list

of shows i've been to.

=]

So far in my life I've had the privilege of seeing...

-The Hush Sound-

-Hawthorne Heights-

-From First to Last-

-All American Rejects-

-Fall Out Boy-

-Dirty Little Rabbits-

-The Birthday Massacre-

-Mindless Self Indulgence-

-These Hearts-

-Sick Puppies-

-Shinedown-

-Breaking Benjamin-

-Nickelback-

-Southern Belle-

-Down With Webster-

-HelloGoodbye-

-3OH!3-

Being able to see and witness the absolute energy and

passion bands have on stage is positively enchanting.

Concert Merch is always pretty sweet too. =]

^Down With Webster Tee, 3OH!3 hoodie.

Hoe-llaween.

Pictures of my best friends and I on the night before Halloween.

Molly-Sailor.

Josie-Referee.

Nikki-Pirate.

Me-Ringmaster/Alice in wonderland thing.

Keep it to yourself.

Why is everyone and everything based on your future with someone?

I spent my entire high school years being in

and out of serious relationships.

Thinking and "knowing" that Id be with that

person for "insert long time frame here".

I was taught and told that constantly dating

someone new isn't a good thing, and that you need to

find "the one" and be happy together forever.

Quite frankly i'm tired of it.

Im tired of stressing myself out trying to keep things together and

plan MY life according to the relationship i'm in at the time.

I've bent over backwards time and time again to be with someone

only to fall flat on my god damn ass with no back up plan.

Which then i'm stuck picking up the pieces of my life trying to

figure out where i'm going to go and be up until the next

"mr right steps up" When it came to the last straw, and I finally

get a grip, grow a strong back bone, and decide that i'm going to

live for ME and to worry about myself for awhile, I get scrutinized

and preached at for not having goals or thinking things through.

The second I stop worrying about who I will be married to in the

future people jump down my throat and start saying I have

a "fear of commitment" Excuse me?

Maybe for once i'm committing to myself!

So please...shut your fucking mouth.

Shoulda.

This blog today probably has no real reason.

I'm sitting alone in my apartment, bored out of my mind.

So this is the solution. :]

About that "ex-factor" post.

All I really have to report is that he is STILL trying to "win" me over.

HA.

He has yet to realize and comprehend that I have changed, and do not enjoy or like the same things I did when we were together.

I've been running around my apartment all morning trying to get things put away and cleaned up and stuff so it stops looking like I just moved in (although I did. haha)

I never realized that you need so much stuff to live on your own.

I never really took into account all the stuff we had at my parents place that just kept the place running.

I mean things as simple as a broom, a dish drainer, and kleenex.

+I also have a cold, so thats been trying to interrupt my life for the last two days.

But so far all in all, aside from being rather bored...

Living on my own is good.

:]

I'm a big girl now.

I am officially all on my own.

Well sort of.

I moved (most) of my stuff into my first apartment yesterday.

Its still pretty empty and not very *KENZI* yet,

but its a place thats all mine.

It is a pretty great feeling, to be able to do what

you want, when you want, all the time!

My place is pretty small but its perfect for little me :]

Also, I got my nose pierced on tuesday.

Tanks Tattoos GO THERE! =]

Although my nose does hurt a little bit, its nothing

compared to when I got my industrial and my monroe done.

Both other piercings I got done at a place in my local mall.

As a word of advice don't get piercings done in Mall shops,

they aren't nearly as qualified or experienced as tattoo/piercing shops.

Both piercings I got done, reacted badly and I almost had to take them out.

So if your thinking about getting any kind of piercing, go to

a legit place, please.

Same goes for tattoos, don't try any of this "home done tattoo gun" crap.

Its filthy, unsafe, and its almost a 98% guarantee that

your tattoo quality wont be as good as a professional shop.

Thats that!

:]

The ex factor.

Everyones favorite topic...

not.

Ex's suck.

I think that is probably a vast understatement.

This blog is going to be a split type of thing.

I will be sharing some of my beef with ex's and the

n my dear friend Josie will give a bit of her input.

Kenzi:

The deal with about, 99% of all my ex boyfriends is

they like to shove theirdirty faces back into my business

right when it is most inconvenient for me.I have

had several intrude in my relationships with

current boyfriends,only to have that current boyfriend

turn into what the person was before him.

All my stupid ex's just keep trying to "resolve things"

mostly when its unwanted,and others only to get my

hopes up and be smashed onto the floor yet again.

Josie:

Kenzi's right. Old boyfriends never cease showing up at all the wrong times. And generally, the only ones that do, are the ones that you don't want to. It's like ... really, why? Why now? What's going to make the difference now ... But then, in rare cases, there is the guy you're hoping, and praying to whatever god you think there is, will find his way back to you. That, I feel, is the biggest disappointment an ex can bring you. Sometimes, I wish I had a dick and no heart ...

That being said, maybe its me just being a little sadistic, (this is Kenzi again btw) but I sometimes enjoy having an ex pop back in... just so you can sit and plot that untimely downfall to hurt them just as bad as they hurt you. But then that damn fucking conscience kicks in and I cant seem to bring myself to stoop to their level.

Fuck you ex's.

Bumleg.

Its been a little while since my last post and I feel I should just update a bit on what has been going on.

Well, I got extensions, and I am sad to report that part of them fell out, so I had to cut them out completely.

I'm a little bummed because I already miss having my super long hair, but it is a MAJOR relief to be able to take care of my hair normally again. Like to be able to sleep without a hat on, or having to put it up, or being able to shower EVERY

day instead of every OTHER day. Hopefully I will get used to my short hair, again soon.

I signed a lease on an apartment in the town I will be attending college in. The lease starts Oct 1st, but I think I am going to wait until closer to the 15th to officially move in. It depends on how annoyed i get with the people around here by then. ha. ha.

-on a side note it has come to my attention that the whole "teen pregnancy" issue is becoming more and more of a problem each day… My friend Afton addresses it in her latest blog (insert Afton's blog link), and I am proud to say that the whole reason for that specific blog post was because of a conversation her and I were having. :]

Also, my fantastic friend Dylan came to visit me today. He drove like 2 hours to come hang out with me today.

Yay for fantastic friends.

Not really much else that I have to say that is of any importance…

But here is some tunes that I would suggest looking into.

+3 - Britney Spears

+You Are So Beautiful - Escape The Fate

+Love Like Woe - The Ready Set

+I'm Made of Wax, Larry, What Are You Made Of? - A Day To Remember

+Right Where You Want Me to Be - A Day To Remember

Also, my

friend Josie has an intense obsession with the song "Teach Me How To Dougie" by - Cali Swag District

WTF is a DOUGIE?

BTW. this is my new favorite picture of me an Josie.

It looks like ima beat her ass.

=]

beauty for pain.

I cut my hair super short a few weeks ago,

(as i said in one of my blogs i believe)...

But.. because i'm a hair junkie.

I decided to get extensions.

I had my fantastic friend Vanessa put them in my hair.

After re-bleaching my hair which took an hour or so.

She started sewing my extensions in at about

2pm last Sat.

...

she was finally done at

about 6pm.

She didn't even poke me with

the needle.

=]

although my head feels slightly heavier from

the weight of the extensions,

i'm basically in love with them.

I would defiantly recommend getting them if your on the fence of yes or no on getting them.

=D

Punk Rock 101.

"My dickies your sweat pants, my spiked hair, your NEW VANS. Lets throw up our rock hands for punk rock 101!"

=] exactly what I just said.

I got a pair of Vans.

The red and black old school checkerboard ones

*official ones, not knock offs*

so im pretty happy.

Also, my fantastic friend JOSIE and I found some

pretty wicked rad fake mustaches the other day.

=]

I spent like $2.50 trying to find one that would match my hair color, while she was only concerned about having a lengthy handle bar mustache.

*i ended up with about 5 of them, two grey handle bars, one floppy brown one, a grey short one, and my blonde one.*

:]

One crazy night.

So I spend most of my time, with 5 main people...

But I decided to throw caution to the wind,
and expand my horizons.

I hung out with Mike, Tucker, Jade, and Jared.

Dear god that was scary.

My night consisted of...

+a movie called Teeth - about a chick who has teeth in her vag.

+Jared making his sour patch kids have an orgy on my leg -->

+having Jade try to teach me Final Fantasy for PSP.

+having Jade try to teach me how to read Manga. (its complicated!).

+riding in Jareds car, with Tucker driving.

+watching Jareds front tire start on fire.

+going to walmart and having to buy pokemon cards for Tucker, cuz he was too embarissed.

+going to BK and I wrote Mikes phone numer on the girls bathroom stall.
<-- (his number has been blurred to save his dignity)

+having a salt and pepper fight in McDonalds with the Rachels.

+going to see the movie Scott Pilgrim vs. The World.
(which was compleatly and utterly epic btw.)

+riding home with them all, raceing the Rachels.

+me writing "Jared has butt sex" on his fogged up back window.

+running around Tuckers back yard at midnight,
with ninja swords.

+running on the road, with flashlights and swords.

+Jared flashing the van with the flashlight.

+having the van stop, turn around and start
looking for what flashed them.

+running, diving in the ditchs and fields
trying to hide from the van.

+getting half way to Tuckers house then
realizing I lost my phone.

+having to call my phone every 2 seconds,
searing the field and road ditches.

+finding my phone by the light pole where
we encountered the van.

+having a battle in the front yard.

+going to town for pop, and sitting on the
baseball diamond bleachers roof.

+rearranging the words on a sign at a church. -->
the sign originally said "you have to wornder about humans, they think god is dead and elvis is alive"
We made it say "you have to wonder about humans they think elvis is dead and god is alive"

it was basicly one of the best nights of my summer.
I am really glad that these boys are so messed up.
it wouldn't of been half the fun it was if they weren't.

=D

Some More Arts.

Since my last Artwork post I have gotten two new pieces out.

so I just felt like they needed to be posted.

=D

The first one is Zomboy.

and the Second one is Scream Love.

Scream Love was a gift for my pal Josie.

:]

iExcited.

Lots of news.

Oh yes, there is LOTS of news.

+First....

my hair is chopped off...

+Second.....

I just got a Macbook.

It is really really different from my other computers.

It is a lot more complicated, and confusing.

But so far I am completely in love with it.

+Third....

I just officially found a legit buyer for my car

He will be bringing the money tomorrow,

and will be taking the car then too.

+Fourth....

Because the Third event happened

I will be getting my 2000 GMC Jimmy hopefully later on this week.

So all in all... all my news is GOOD news.

=D

The black sheep.

So it's very obvious that I stand out much much
more than my other siblings in my family.

I'm the odd ball.
The art freak.
The Rebel?

Tattoo's and Piercings are my thing.
My sister has her ears pierced and a tattoo on her ankle.
My brothers have maybe one in their ear.

Then there is me...
Little miss 11 piercings and TWO tattoos.

*Yes my tattoo number has officially increased by ONE.*

:]

hardCore.

Okay so I havn't posted anything in FOREVER.

Been up to quite alot the past few weeks.

+been working my ass off.

+been shopping

+been spending time with people [really rare thing I never do!]

+actually working on loseing this stupid weight

+painting and drawing more

+been swiming, more this summer than any in the last 5 years.

so yeah. My life has been crazy busy as of late.

But....

I'm hopeing to use some of my graduation money to invest in a new laptop...

well actually I want a macbook...

mom however dosn't have a clue about comeputers

and cant seem to comprehend why I would want such

an overly expensive laptop.

anywho...

Not a whole lot on my mind...

good news is I FINALLY got a new phone and am able to send and recive picture texts now. :]

Woot for that!

=D

Some of my Favorites.

I felt like I should get to sharing some of

my art work that I have done.

Here are a few of my more Favorite pieces.

Out of all the work I have done, this last painting turned out to be my favorite. It is the most like my own style and personality and turned out to be the most fun to work on.

:]

The "it" word.

So nearly everyone has heard about the
lady gaga "really a man" contreversy....
well, now those who havn't heard of her.
La Roux.

Is now a target of the same accusation

I was watching La Roux's video "Bulletproof"
and reading comments underneath video and i came across.

"To thoses arguing if she is a boy or girl: Actually she technically is a he. She is openly androgynous (exhibiting both female and male sex organs but with a predominantly female appearance). "

Ok, honestly...
DOES IT MATTER?
If they are a good singer, should it really matter what genitalia they have between their legs.
I am so sick of hearing people freak out,
then start to "HATE" that singer/actor/anything because they hear a little rumor.
It really shouldnt matter at all.
Let everyone be who they are.

Also I suggest you listen to La Roux.

The music is fantastic.

:]

Three Days [save me]?

I wish you never told meI wish I never knew. I wake up screaming. It’s all because of you
[Scared- Three Days Grace]

Not sure why, but the last few days I have been on a strange
Three Days Grace kick...
I just seem to be craving them lately.
Everytime I have plugged my ipod into my car, or my ihome, or even my headphones...
It's Three Days Grace.

What if I walked without you? What if I ran without you? What if I stand without you? I could not go on. What if I lived without you? What if I loved without you? What if I died without you? I could not go on. You left my side tonight and I, I just don't feel right. But I, I can't let you out of sight. Without you I'm no one, I'm nothing at all
[Without You- Three Days Grace]

I think alot of it has to do with how I have been thinking and feeling lately.
The past few days have been kinda, hard to take.
Nothing new, nothing different...
Just happens to be hard... Hard to stop thinking about him...
*i'm going to kick myself for posting this later....*
I can't stop thinking about him... and how much I miss him.
I know I shouldn't, I have tried hanging out with other people.
I have tried to hate him, I can't bring myself to do it.
It didn't work when I tried to hate him the first time 4 years ago...
and its not working now...

I want so bad to say "I wish that I hadn't wasted so much time on him..."
But I cant say it.
I wish I had wasted more...
I miss him, and no matter how many days go by.
I miss him just as much, if not more than the day before.

Why is it so hard to find someoneWho cares about you?When it's easy enough to find someoneWho looks down on youWhy is it so hard to find someoneWho can keep it together when you've come undone?Why is it so hard to find someoneWho cares about you?

[Someone Who Cares About You- Three Days Grace]

='[

this is my stop.

"Today it's brains, tomarrow it's pierced tongues.

The day after that it's pierced brains." - Jane Lane (daria)

So graduation parties... are a great way to get cash.
Maybe that makes me greedy, or selfish.
OH WELL.
I just made mad cash last weekend and it was fantastic.

My tattoo fund box is getting close to $50, or is already at that...
I might just use some of my graduation money...
I'm sick of waiting, i'm craveing some ink and pain.

Also...
My aunt got me the entire series of Daria on DVD.
I love it.
Daria, is so twisted and sarcastic it just makes me giggle and smile.
Deffinantly worth looking into.

Not much else... too tired to think of anything else to say.
:]

last day, im over this.

Its the last day of school.

Its the last day of High school for me... EVER.

Graduation is this sunday.

I am so freaking ready to get away from all this nonsense drama stupidity that they call high school.

Even my own best friend is making my last day hard,

shes not even talking to me...

-i know im not always the best friend to her, but i was really hopeing that today she would at least show that she will miss me... even alittle.

I'd appoligize to her, but i really dont even know

what to say anymore...

Also, this guy I hardly even know (who likes me a whole LOT) asked me to go to the

Nickelback, Sick Puppies, and Breaking Benjamin concert tonight...

I said yes, because well, who says no to a free concert. HONESTLY?!

But im alittle apprehensive about going, cuz he kind of

creeps me out..

and he thinks it's a DATE.

im not sure how to gently slip it in that its NOT a date.

oh well, hopefully it will be fun, and not too awkward, right?

UGH

This day is dragging on forever and honestly I just want it to be DONE

-___-

hehe thanks asshole.

So, im nearly finished with my Callowlily Style painting.
HOORAY!
I'm only now working on the details and re-outlining and such.
I am super duper excited to have it finished because I think this is one of my best works.

Graduation is creeping up faster and faster, its amazing.
So far i've gotten 2 graduation cards in the mail with an acumulative of $30.
The money is gonna be pouring in.
WOOT WOOT.

Today we took our big class grad picture, everyone had there caps, gowns, and tassles on.
It was strange, happy, scary, and sad.
12 years of school, is almost over.
I've spent most of my life with these kids and its going to be strange to never see some of them again.
( honestly, im going to not mind that so much for some... -__- )

All in all, i've had a fairly good day... up untill 5th block.
I have a school to work class my 5th (last block of the day) so I generally
spend my 5th period painting or at work, and today I was going to paint.
Well I ran into this friend of mine, and he thought it was necessary to mention that....
He ran into my ex... supposedly at a party.

1) dont ever bring up an ex, unless the girl starts it...
2) its so fantastic when somone brings up that your ex was at a party... when the reason you broke up was cuz he was a party type person....

It seems as though people just jump at the chance to bring me down, when im starting to be OKAY.
Its people like that, I wont miss one bit.

+PLUS NOTE: I may be going shopping with Josie and Jesse Thursday after school. Thats something to be super excited for right thurrrr.

:]

Ouchkibibble.

-ouchkibibble=awsome quote from Austin Powers. :]-

But anywho, my reason for OUCHKIBIBBLING...
I decided to take my lip ring out of my monroe for about
an hour, and the hole was so tight that I had to SHOVE it back in.
That is an ouch for sure.
Why, even after almost a year, is it still so tight?
gack.

I came to the conclusion that my next tattoo, will be....
(dun dun dun DA!)
Purple stars with lime green outlines, behind my ear.
Behind the ear tattoos are awsome.
They are so sneaky.
They are just like "bam! im a tattoo, sneaking up on your face from behind your ear!"
>>> much like the tattoo in the picture to the right, only different.
Also, my industrial piercing, still hurts.

I would really also like to establish that my newest hobbie, is wearing short derby shorts, a sports bra and a cut off 80s style shirt.
Its great fun.

iHappy.

I just thought that I would share some of my recent music accuirements that I think are totally worth $1.29 on itunes.


Break Your Heart (feat. Ludacris) - Taio Cruz

Eenie Meenie - Sean Kingston & Justin Bieber

Telephone - Lady GaGa & Beyoncé
My First Kiss (feat. Ke$ha) - 3OH!3

Revolution - Orange

When I Grow Up - Mayday Parade
I Kissed a Girl - Attack Attack

Umbrella - All Time Low


I dont know what your [you, yes you the readers] music taste is...

But I really think that the recent team up of
Ke$ha & 3OH!3 was a very good thing.



-side note-
I have this box [kinda like a piggy bank, but not]

and I put all my change in it at the end of the day and

so far I have at least $35 dollars.

In the past, once I get near $100, I spend it on pointless crap.

But as of yesterday, I decided that my change box

will now be dubbed as "The Tattoo Fund Box".

Now my useless change has a purpose in its metallic life.

To get Kenzii more skin ink.

:]

baby from the start.

Today fucking sucks.
Its May, and its snowing, also raining, but mostly its SNOWING.

in May. WTF.

So my best friend Josie and I went on a mini shopping trip today, and I got these bad ass candles.
One smells like coffee, and the other smells like cupcakes.
So now my bedroom smells like a bakery. xD

But also on this shopping trip, I purchased an itunes card.

I never do this, but i've been craving some new tunes.

So far all I have downloaded is some of this new (pop) stuff by like, sean kingston, and taio cruz.

-way weird for me... I know!

+Plus note: I also got these bad ass shades that have metallic zebra stripes on the lenses.

Btw, if your and old man and you drive a jeep

its tottaly not ok to not know what side your gas tank is on and

then realize that its on the other side and try to pump gas by pulling

the pump cord all the way across your vehicle...

you look like a fool.

just sayin.


I am so tired of high school bitches.

Their fucking drama is so pointless and old.

"your a bitch, i love you, your a bitch, oh im sorry!"

Today I got fed up with one of my "friends" shit...

basicly end of story - I told her to go to hell.

I am not putting up with shit anymore.

Its not worth it, and I shouldn't have to, its NOT my problem.

I have an art feild trip tomarrow, (on a saterday, wtf i know!)

but i'm excited, its in the twin cities, 3 hours away from where I live.

I LOVE LONG TRIPS.

But i'm mostly excited cuz it is an ART trip,

I really have no idea what I am going to do next year without an ART class.

I will feel so... empty.

I will have to find some free time to get my art in.

Bleck.

=/

you make me sick.

Being a Senior in High school has been pretty fantastic so far...
untill now, the last few weeks have sucked,
consentration has been at an all time low!
Also No Senior Skip rule went into action monday morning.
translation: any senior missing school that is UNexcused can NOT walk at the graduation ceremony.
So all of us seniors are even more cranky then ever...
The next 3 weeks should really go faster.

So with the money i'm gonna end up getting at my grad party,
I think that i'll go get me another tattoo, or my nose pierced...
because i'm obviously TRYING to piss my parents off before I move out.
XD
-speaking of nose rings...
I honestly cant stand those stupid little tiny studs girls get in their noses.
it's like really, if your going to get it pierced.
show it off.

Which reminds me...

When I went and got my tattoo done.

(my tattoo on my leg ^ )

There was some girl who came in right after me and she was constantly whineing and complaining "i'm so scared, its my first tattoo!" she then looks over at me says it again, and I reply "Yeah its my first one too." Her eyes bug out and get the size of baseballs...
Obviously my tattoo was larger than hers, considering the fact that hers was a peace sign about as big as a fingernail... and my tattoo is bigger than my hand.

-score point for kenzii.

:]

inspi[hair] me.

So I'm dying my hair...
if you knew me at all this would come as no surprise.
I am going to college for cosmetology in the fall,
and I dye my hair more than some skanks change panties.
>.<
But really...
I love dying/cutting/styling my own and other peoples hair.
My hair is Bleach blonde on the top still, but i'm giving myself a Black halo.
What really inspired me to go into cosmetology,
and to dye my own hair.
Is the SCENE trend.
Scene kids have really fucking awsome hair.
You can't even begin to try and tell me that they don't.
The colors, the Styles, the EVERYTHING.
They are all just amazing.

[here are some scene hair styles to try and INSPIRE you]

Beautiful.

Also, I'm dying to get my nose pierced...
Graduation is only a month away,
so I know what i'm doing as soon as I graduate

:]

.I am SO tired.

First i'd like to inform all that friday night I was with my good friends Josie and Jenna and we stayed up till 4 am being compleate retards, then got woken up by her father screaming "HEY, HEY, HEY, GET UP!" at 8 am...

Then I had prom and stayed up till 4 am again, because of post prom.

which is why I am SO tired.

So last night was prom(well duh).

Aside from the fact that people spend WAY too much on dresses and tux's and stuff.

It was alot of fun.

Went to grand march with my pal Audrey.. and watched the couples walk around in their dresses like cattle at an auction...

I cant remember the exact number, but im fairly certain it was over 60 couples...

It took FOREVER.

I'm the type of person who can only sit still for so long, and well that was WAY too long.

But Post prom which lasted from 10pm-3am, was a BLAST.

Played weird games like, minnow races, ping pong, sock-em-rock-em robots, monster ball, got a caricature done of Audrey and I, and got an airbrush tattoo on my chest.

It was crazy fun.

I got pictures taken with my wide range of friends, which vary from the smart kids, to the sports kids, to the mexicans, to the way popular kids who really shouldnt even talk to me.

Im really glad I got pictures with them tho, considering its my Senior year, so I wanna remember everyone who was apart of this amazing year.

BUT...

Since my camera is stupid and the battery died way early in the night, the rest of the pictures were taken with Audreys camera..

So when she sends me those,

I will get all the pictures posted on here.

So like I said in the beginning of this blog,

I was up till 4 am this morning..

I then slept till 4 pm, and have been continuously dosing off since then

So I am about to go and crash again.

:]

.she's gonna kill me for this.

Im hanging out with my best Friend Josie, my other best friend Jenna, and their siblings at their fathers Cabin on the lake.

Its fun.

Fun shit.

Josie and Jenna can be alittle frightening at times, like smacking my ass when its unexpected and then dropping their pants and strip dancing in the middle of the room like a fool.

But they are cool.
(btw, shes gonna kill me for posting these xD)

So as you can see, my hair is BLEACH BLONDE....

its taken almost 2 years to get it this color.

and now that I finally have achieved it...

i want to destroy it with black again.

I told this to my mom (with only about 29 days till graduation)

Needless to say, shes terrified to leave me home alone anymore.... because she knows that I have a box of black hair dye in my bedroom.

.1990s makeup remover sucks.

Today I have spent most of my day sleeping because my face is sore and I am just plain old exhausted.

WHY?

Because last night I decided to use this make up remover INSTED of just washing my face off with water for once, well bad idea.
The make up remover that we had was from like 1994 or some stupid crap, because my mother dosn't freaking realize that after a certain point in time things do EXPIRE.
My eyes began to itch and water, then it felt like my face was expanding or something.
So I ran to the mirror and my eylids on my right eye had puffed out to make it look like I had a freaking golf ball insted of an eyeball.
Thanks a billion MOM!

On the plus side, when I wasnt sleeping my day away today, I sketched out the outlines for my next art class painting.

Callowlily inspired (also afton inspired, as she introduced me to Callowlily art.)
I'll get a picture of it up on here at sometime soon.

Also, im dying to hear/buy the new Bullet For My Valentine album, so far what i've heard of the song Your Betrayal, I know its gonna rOck

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